It’s been a year (I may say) I don’t write a single bit in my so called “another side of me”. Actually I have all the idea I need to write. Just don’t have the intention to actually write! Sounds familiar? Yes, it’s the biggest challenge for everyone: really hard to start.

Now that’s being said, let’s move on to the point. I better called it word of the day.

Noun: consternation `kón-stur’ney-shun

1. Fear resulting from the awareness of danger
   - alarm, dismay

Derived forms: consternations

See also: alarming, unalarming

Type of: fear, fearfulness, fright

Today I’ve been living with this word. There’s no particular reason why I chose the word. Found it on gmail webclip and I just feel we are all have this consternation moment. For me as a parkour practitioner, this kind of situation happen more often than a person who live in comfort situation. On real life everyday situation let’s say when I want to do something out of my comfort zone, I may feel confident but on the other side I also worried about the consequences of this action. Suddenly I felt the worry, that’s what we called consternation my friend.

So when you’re in worry, remember this word and learn the situation that this only a form of fear of what happen next. Cause the biggest fear is fear of fear itself!

Ciao!

Josua “Grenseal”